Nosebleed and essays

I'm currently having a nosebleed and everyone who wanna be funny with me can ask why I'm aroused, or whatever. It's the second time in 30 minutes I'm having a nosebleed I can really feel. Most of the times I realize by the smell of blood, but that's just minor bleeds that doesn't bother me (more than making me wanna taste the blood). This time it's like having a runny nose, which really want me to blow my nose. I already have used my hand several times toclean it away and then realize it's not a runny nose, but a nosebleed.
I don't wanna put paper in my nose, 'cause it gets hard to breath and you should never tilt the head backwards while having a nosebleed. Remember that, kiddos.

The nosebleed is actually interfering me while I write my essay about how shintoism influence the Japanese society. It's pretty heavy subject and I started to write the essay yesterday. I even called in sick to get the whole day off (I only had the very subject i'm doing the essay in) and then went on a meeting that was supposed to be after school.
The essay goes fine beside the interence though. I write it with excitement and I've never been happier to read sources and even though I need to think a lot more than I'm used to, I'm learning something. I'm having fun for one of the first times in along time when it comes to school work. I need to finish and hand in this essay before I go to school tomorrow (8 am) since the deadline is 9 am and I'm inconvinienly having my project-class n the morning instead of the afternoon because the teacher requested it like that. Oh well, I got the whole night if needed. i guess i should get my mom to give me some coffee if I'm deperate. *laughs* as reward for every 1,5 page I watch either 2 episodes of Hetalia or 1 episode of Detective Conan. Hope i finish my 1,5 pages soon! >w< I wanna watch Conan. *laughs* I need tea though. *laughs*

Well, now my nose stopped bleeding, so I'm gonna continue with my essay now.

Tomorrow I'll have a meeting with a social worker about financial support.
I will need to make a contract with my landlord, and it would had been good if I had it till tomorrow, but we'll just make sure to get this meeting done and then I have to meet my landlord to write the contract.

I was thinking... I don't really need a lot of furniture. I'm a practical person and for the time being all i need is some kitchen stuff (if I don't buy the fast-food or pre-prepared food and paperplates) and a desk. *laughs* I think I could sleep on my air mattress for a few weeks. As long as I have a desk and a chair so I can work with commissions, gifts and original art I guess I have enough furniture for a few weeks. I really mean it. I'm not really materialistic. *laughs*

I have opened commissions at MangaBullet and I will open them today at deviantART. My friend Abby already asked for prices and one of the persons I really like the art of have offered to lend me money. ;___; They really are awesome and nice at MangaBullet. Thank you Abby, Thank you helle. I love you both! I love everyone at MB that actually helped spamming with comments to get my journal entry on the first page.

Oh well, now I'm off to write in my swedish blog before I go off to dA and MB to write journals about commissioning.

Maybe my move is postponed for a bit

I hope not though. I'm taking commissions to get money, but I don't think people will buy much... *sighs*

End of report.

heee...?

I decided to watch Detective Conan (Case Closed) anime from where it currently is. it's so hard finding episodes *sighs*

Today I will watch Detective Conan, Asura Cryin' and write the last few pages on my school assignment that is to be handed in before midnight. Happy times <3

It's not too hot yet...

... but the heat is still starting to make me feel sick. It was only around 15°C (perhaps), but the sun was too hot and I started to feel sick when being out in the sun.
I went to and from school twice today. The first time I walked home today I didn't feel anything, but the aching in my legs, which I get when I walk or stand up, but when I was going to go home again, I didn't even come to the bus stop before I felt dizzy and sick.
If it had been because I hadn't eaten much, I would had been sicker the first time, since I didn't eat my first meal of the day until I came home.
Now I still feel a bit dizzy and have a headache and I'm really tired. It's like having a fever. I think I should check i didn't get one. Just to be sure. Because I'm not very healthy. But I don't think it's a fever. I'm prolly just having a higher temperature than 35.7-36.1°C without it being fever.
I'm shaking from it being a bit chilly in my room. I'm lucky my room has a window facing the north. That way the sun won't warm up my room besides when it's setting or rising in the midsummer time. And that doesn't do much to the temperature of the room.

As you wish, my Queen

Once again have my mom showed her total authority in my family. I remember clearly that my mom spoke about the Mother's day celebration that the Finnish club has today when we were out at the house at Nydala. She was speaking about making me play the flute and I was going to say "But mom, I have the convention" as an excuse not to go, even if the convention got postponed. Considering that little fact - that i was thinking of the convention, it can't have been any other year than this.
A moment ag she asked if me and my brother wanted to go to the celebration and I said "as long as I don't perform" and my mom said "I wouldn't dream of it, 'cause you never keep your promises". Seriously. I can't get any more hurt, 'cause I always keep the promises I remember. And I never promise something I know I can't keep. Last year my throat hurt and I couldn't play. My mom didn't believe me, but that's the only time I haven't performed when I have promised to.
When I told her about what she said at the club's house, she said she didn't remember it at all. It doesn't matter even if I had recorded it on my mp3, as long as she doesn't believe, it haven't happened. My dear brother backed my mother up, telling me I'm obviously just making it up.
As my queen wishes, I will never perform for you again. *bows with angry tears in her eyes*
As my prince wishes, I will never perform as my queen asks me to. *bows again*
As my queen wishes, I will move out asap and then you won't have anyone to use and the throw in to the trashes just to use her again, when she managed to come up and get herself clean up. *bows* As you wish, my queen. *stays bowed*

A letter

I had as an assignment to write a letter. I wrote it the day before yesterday and yesterday my teacher mailed me back corrected. at first i didn't wanna look at it but here it is for your eyes.

The version i wrote:

山田家のみなさん、

お元気ですか。私はとても元気です。おとといぶじに家に着きました。姉はノルウェーから家に来ました、私をかんげいしたかったですから。私はとても嬉しかったです。

日本では本当におせわになりました。とても楽しかったです。テツヤ君、サチコさん、カズヤ君、プレゼントのCDをいただき、ありがとうがざいます。おどろかせました。

けい君達にどうぞよろしくおつてください。

日本語の勉強をつづけて、また日本に行きたいと思います。

四月三十日

クリスティーナ

ついしん：　テツヤ君、みんなの刷新を忘れました。後であのさしんをとどけてください。

The corrected version:

山田家のみなさん、

お元気ですか。私はとても元気です。おとといぶじに家に着きました。姉はノルウェーから家に来ました、私をかんげいしたかったですから。私はとても嬉しかったです。

日本では本当におせわになりました。とても楽しかったです。テツヤ君、サチコさん、カズヤ君、プレゼントのCDをいただき、ありがとうございます。びっくりしました。　

けい君達にどうぞよろしくおつたえください。　

日本語の勉強をつづけて、また日本に行きたいと思います。

四月三十日

クリスティーナ

ついしん：　テツヤ君、みんなの写真を忘れました。後であの写真をおくってください。

I was playing around with my Portuguese friend Nessa and - basically - role played with my OCs Tetsuya and Kei while writing the letter. And then i made Tetsuya read the letter (it is for his family after all) and he said "You know there is faults in this?" (he doesn't seak correct English... Please, he's Japanese!) and but I actually ignored the fact i had made him say that. After i had sent the letter to my teacher, I saw the shashin-mistakes AND the careless ones. The different verbs wasn't something I would know.

I have made a 100% Swedish blog now, so I'll use that one as my main-blog. This one will still be multilingual with English as main language. You can ask for the link if you want it. Even if you don't know swedish, there's still pictures, lol.

Long time no writing.

I'm still alive and I haven't forgotten this blogg. I just haven't gotten around to write. A lot of things has happened this month that has past now, and I would like to tell everything, but I shouldn't look back too much.
I'll try to remember to write regularly again.

I did average on my test. (> >)

the apartment I wanted isn't available anymore. (;A;)

I don't want to eat. (_ _'')

Life sucks. (._.)